Little Truth of Life…….
Posted by: Ishu on: June 24, 2009
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I never found myself in the crowd. Though there was crowd but I was always alone. It’s just not because I am not friendly but actually everyone who belongs to our life not means that he is with us or he will support us for life time. This truth never comes to me till I was a student. Now when I finished up. I saw that I have to teach myself to fight with the world.
We think world is good but I not happen always. Never think that if I did well for others then they will do the same. Actually it not happens always. There will happen good in our life but you can’t say that in which way. We do well and we hope for good is actually wrong up to some extent. Just do and you will know what you will get for your doing.
I am a very confuse kind person. I feel sometime that I am taking time for taking a good decision but actually in that time I make myself more confuse. I took my decision at my own always. Especially after 18 years. The important decisions for me were taken by myself. But I was right at all places I felt. Then today why I am so much confused. Sometimes one more thing happens to me. I feel taking suggestion with someone is good for taking a well decision. But sometimes that also make us confuse. It happens only when we give somebody a very special place and we want that the decision of us and the suggestion of the person in front of us will be the same.
If we are thinking different from him then it creates problem. But when we take suggestion with others and the decision is our then the suggestion works. So the moral is that never involve anyone’s decision only take the suggestion. And one more thing doesn’t take those suggestions who think that you will do the same as they are saying. It makes distance in the relations. But always let them know about your thoughts.
One more thing about the world I knew that it was never good for me, but I made the world good. It’s all our way of looking the world in a positive manner. I felt atlas when I loose all my hopes one day that I can’t change anything, anyone. Then it’s better to change the angle of looking everything. Today everything is in its own place but for me it’s different. Because I know I am different and my way makes me different, that doesn’t matter for me if people laugh on me because I am different but I laugh on them because they all are same.
TALE OR TRUTH
Posted by: Ishu on: June 4, 2009
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Just on the other side of the road there was a man. He was washing his face and drinking water which was stored in a dump. He was not looking like a mad person but just an ordinary man, may be having a bad luck. People do many things for living a good live. Those who don’t have their home they are happy because they love each other, some have nothing in their life no love no money, they just fight with each other. And some have money but no love. And the person whom I saw was just simply alone, no family, no love, and no money.
What we think that what’s kept there in our life. We are making money for our family, or for our girlfriends and all. No one think out of this. Some are there who use to do welfares for such people. We sometimes give money to such persons.
I mostly go to shrine every week. There I saw some ladies keep sitting and asking for money or anything. I just don’t know what’s going on. When I start thinking out of my world then it becomes very confusion. Some simply use to say that is their luck, it’s their life given by God so they are living it. But what is it exactly happening. Why it’s happening. My minds sometimes think like a child or like an adult I don’t know. But it’s true that I feel it was nice when I was child. That time I had only questions and I was not getting the answers I was not worrying for it. I was happy in my own way. Why I grew up, I don’t want to think more because it creates a lot of difficulties.
Decide for death
Posted by: Ishu on: June 1, 2009
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What we think that live no more is? Is it meaning to die? I don’t know what happen after death, but it’s true that it’s really difficult to live when you feel the life like death. It sounds very funny that people don’t know that what death is. No one knows what happened after death. Then how we say that I feel my life like death. Just because we think death is very bad.
For every person their own burdens are much more than others. We can just see. And we just imagine, and compare that ones sorrow is more than other. But a day comes and we who use to do this comparison just forget when our time comes. I think everyone falls in love once in their life. But is it true that it’s our real or true love. I never understood when I saw people having love marriages and then got divorced. If they loved each other then why it happened in their life. Some still lives happily.
My mom once said this to me. That….only few people get true love. I never understood why she said so..Because she doesn’t want me to fall in love..because she care for me and she will find someone best in her eyes and views or it was that she was trying to explain me that if you ever meet with your true love then don’t leave him because you never get it back again.
Like a rainbow I never smile
Like a bird I never fly
I just want to be what I am
So that he will say to me
That ..Yes your are the one
For whom I was waiting till night…..
And I got a person …. And still I feel that he was right one for me or not. I am not sure for myself that I am perfect for him or sometime I feel that he might think about the same. When I asked to my friend even she replied the same. When people go far , we miss them, we just want them. And same happen from the other side. But why he never thinks the same as I do. Life is serious or funny I don’t know. I know that those who take life as a funny thing, for them its serious, and those who take it serious for them also the life is same.
Fact is that life never changes for anyone. It shows everything to everyone in its own way. Thing is that how we take it in our life.
I am sometimes happy,
I am sometimes sad,
Just look high, in the sky
There are lots of images
Which will tell us and give the answers of Why……
So again the same question “Why People Think to Live No More“ And we can know the answer here only. Because I know one thing , we live here, we see everything here, and then why can’t we get the answers of every question which is self generated in our life only. If the question comes from death then we can think to get answer from there. But when every problem is generated here it then it will solve here only….
Those who think for death…then its better to go there after getting every answer and after solving there every problem. It’s a very funny thing done by me, when I was about 5 years old and I first knew about death. I just started doing prayer from that day and said to God every night before going to bed that please never call me when I haven’t complete my home work. I always want to finish the things which are in my hands. It was a prayer of an innocent girl, but I still do the same prayer…. Because it mean a lot. Here we will see that every part is incomplete, but we can only complete it from our side and other one is in his hand.
do i live
Posted by: Ishu on: May 6, 2009
Here is another story where not the boy but girl is asking the question that why you did so……
It was Rakhi’s first year of college…Rakhi is a Maharashtrian girl. Who lives in a small town…She came to pune for her Engineering. She is a sweet and simple girl. Now boy’s turn. His name is Ravinder from a small place of M.P. also came to pune for his Engineering. By face he is so innocent and further you can decide at the end of the story.
They both were doing Engineering from the same college and same branch. Girl and boy both become friends after sometime. Friendship was going on and they taught each other about themselves. Later on, when girl was in third year she got ill suddenly. After sometimes doctor told that she is suffering from typhoid. She was not able to give the exams so she got semester back. After a long gap of one year, she started her study where she left. She was now in the college and his mates passed out, and that boy too.
After some time she knew that the boy is working Delhi in a company. After one year when the girl was in final year, he suddenly came to Pune. The girl treated same as she use to behave earlier. But this time he was not the same as he was earlier. She felt it’s so because he entered to a professional life. He proposed to Rakhi and she refused because she loves someone else.
And suddenly the tone of Ravinder changed he was so arrogant. He started shouting on Rakhi. The reason was that he was not saying yes to her. When they were friends, he like Rakhi because she came from a small town and gave herself a challenge of doing something which was not done by any girl in her society. But this time he abused her badly for these things. Not only she but he said many things to her society and family. The family which supported her for everything how can she listen all. So she just said to Ravinder that “it’s better to finish every thing. No mean to have friend like you in the life”.
The boy went to Delhi. And for sometime it was having nothing. No calls, no meetings nothing. Everything was like its ok. But it was the silence before the storm. And suddenly the boy came. Rakhi did not know thing, she was in her institute, and when the class was over she came outside and saw him. And again everything repeated as it was happened before. But this time boy was on the peak of anger. But girl also got irritated a lot. They went to a park and girl tried to solve the matter but boy was not agree and again and again he was insisting. At last Rakhi slapped him, and went. After two days she went to her town so that the boy can’t reach her.
But it was something different she saw. Boy called at her home and said all bad things by which he make a girl feel guilt. Rakhi was not getting that he is the same Ravinder as he met first. He was her friend on someday. Rakhi changed her cell number but Ravinder found that number too. Now Ravinder was insisting Rakhi to talk to her mom for marriage. Rakhi was shocked. She was not getting the point that there is no love and he is talking about marriage and for that too he is saying to Rakhi to talk to her mother.
Now it was something like, “It’s enough”. And she said everything frankly to Ravinder. And lastly Ravinder called at her home and said to her that if she will not marry her after two months then he will Kill her. This warning is not for Rakhi only but everyone in her family knows about this. In her family there are three members her mom, her brother and herself. Her father passed away when she was in 11th class. There is no relatives support and her mother only did everything for their children alone. Now what Rakhi will do……? What you think about Ravinder? Do Ravinder will leave Rakhi? Or he will show something else to her???????
I hope I’ll get some ending from the readers side……..please suggest.
AFFAIR
Posted by: Ishu on: May 2, 2009
The 1st Affair
A married man was having an affair with his secretary .
One day, they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM.
The man hurriedly dressed up and his lover told him to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He then put on his shoes and drove home.
“Where have you been?” his wife demanded.
“I can’t lie to you,” he replied, “I’m having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon.”
“You are lying…. you’ve been playing golf!”
The 2nd Affair
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son.
They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted.
The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy.
The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son.
He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen.
He told his wife, “There’s no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two beautiful daughters I fathered! Have you been fooling around behind my back?”
The wife smiled sweetly and replied, “Not this time!”
The 3rd Affair
A mortician was working late one night.
He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen!
“I’m sorry Mr. Schwartz,” the mortician commented, “I can’t allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity.”
So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home.
“I have to show you something you won’t believe,” he said to his wife, opening his briefcase.
“My God!” the wife exclaimed, “Schwartz is dead?!?!”
The 4th Affair
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door.
“Hurry!!” she said, “stand in the corner.”
She rubbed baby oil all over him, then dusted him with talcum powder.
“Don’t move until I tell you,” she said. “Pretend you’re a statue.”
“What’s this?” the husband inquired as he entered the room.
“Oh it’s a statue.” she replied. “The Smiths bought one and I liked it so much I got one for us, too.”
No more was said, not even when they went to bed.
Around 2 AM the husband got up, went to the kitchen and returned with a sandwich and a beer.
“Here,” he said to the statue, “have this. I stood like that for two days at the Smith’s and nobody offered me a damned thing!”
The 5th Affair
A man walked into a cafe, went to the bar and ordered a beer.
“Certainly Sir, that’ll be one cent..”
“One Cent?” the man thought.
He glanced at the menu and asked, “How much for a nice juicy steak and a bottle of wine?”
“A nickel,” the barman replied.
“A nickel?” exclaimed the man. “Where’s the guy who owns this place?”
The bartender replied, “Upstairs, with my wife.”
The man asked, “What’s he doing upstairs with your wife?”
The bartender replied, “The same thing that I’m doing to his business down here.”
The 6th Affair
Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside.
He looked up and said weakly, “I have something I must confess.”
“There’s no need to,” his wife replied.
“No,” he insisted, “I want to die in peace. I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!”
“I know…. I know,” she replied. “Now just rest and let the poison work.”
Why she did so (World is too small)
Posted by: Ishu on: April 27, 2009
Here presenting you a love story. It’s a story of Raghav and Siya. Today they are married and living a happy life. So we can understand that it is obviously a love marriage. Raghav met Siya in a local train in Delhi. Siya daily use to leave from CP to Nizzamuddin at 6.00 pm and was the same time of Raghav. Both were working at same place from past 6 months and their timing was also same but they never use to talk. One day as usually they took the same train and suddenly a boy came near Siya and passes a comment.
Siya by nature is a very simple girl and belongs to a medium class family. Less talkative and wear simple cloths far from fashion. On the other hand Raghav is a bold man. Physically fit and always conscious about his health and physic. Gym is a part of his life. Came from Bhopal and is really TDH guy. He is modern and belongs to a high class family but want to be on his own legs so he came to Delhi. His father is a businessman.
So back to the scene. Siya started crying and all was happening in front of Raghav. Raghav came to Siya and stand near by her. Again that boy started passing comments on her. Raghav just gave a blow and everything was spoken by Raghav’s blow. The boy got the thing and on the next station he left the train. From that day the girl always stand near Raghav but never spoke to him. After one month Raghav go promotion and he was so happy. Since he was living alone in the big city so he decided to celebrate hims achievement with Siya. That day first time Raghav talked to Siya. It was like this:
Raghav: Hi.
Siya: ………
Raghav: I got promotion.
Siya: hmm
Raghav: You know we are in the same office.
Siya: hmm
Raghav: I want to celebrate, Can we have dinner today.
Siya: hmm (Shaking her neck) and said Yes.
So it was the first time they talked. Raghav took her to a Restaurant and there they had dinner but no more talk. On the next day at same time Siya saw that Raghav was not on the station. Actually he was busy in a meeting so he left the office 2 hrs late from his normal timing . As usual he went to station and there he saw that Siya was waiting for him. That day he asked Siya that why she is there alone, and she replied that she was waiting for him. From that day they started talking to each other. Talks converted into meeting and on weekends they started spending time with eachother. Nothing was hidden with each other. And one day Raghav proposed Siya for marriage. In Raghav’s life Siya was the first girl. But Siya told that she got an affair before him. He was a boy living in her colony only but after sometime he left her colony and everything finished. Raghav asked her that how they met and what actually happened.
She told that it was just a normal affair and nothing was very serious. Raghav tried to ask her if there happened something then also he don’t care about anything. But Siya denied. Everything was going smoothly. They told everything to their parent. Raghav’s family background was very strong so Siya’s parent had no problem, and Raghav’s family was always with him, so they agreed. Date got fixed and they got married. After one month he went to abroad for 1 week from Company side. Siya was at home only because after marriage she left the job.
Raghav was happy but he was not enjoying the new place without his wife so he just started chatting and was doing time pass. There in the chat room he got a boy, he was also from Delhi. They started talking, and telling about their life. The next boy told that he is a great playboy. He had don sex with many girls and has a lot of affairs. Then the boy told about one of his affairs he uses to remember. He hides the girl name, and told that he had sex with her and he enjoyed his best moments with that girl. He remembers that girl because she was very different in the crowd. But he had some guilt inside his heart for her because that girl was not like other, those who keep relationships for getting something from boy. She was always happy with him in every condition and never had any expectation from the boy regarding to her needs. Raghav asked that then why he did so with that girl. And he gave the simple reason that he left that place where the girl was living and he never took any relation seriously in his life.
Now it was Raghav’s turn. He told his story; he also told that he is also very happy with his life. And he got everything what he wanted and its only month he got married and he is missing her wife. Now both were like good friends. Raghav shared so much with him so he decided to show him his marriage photos. He shared his photos with him. After that the next boy suddenly said to Raghav that after this chat he don’t want to talk to him again. Raghav was shocked that why he said so… After asking him many times, the boy told that his wife is the same girl about which he taught him, and now he don’t want to talk to him again.
After this incident Raghav was hurted much and the thing was pinching him inside was that why Siya did so. He asked her many times but she denied it was nothing related with a sex relation but it was something about the trust between the relations.
IT’s U
Posted by: Ishu on: April 25, 2009
Things come and things go,
I think I never know,
Lonely heart, I keep it apart,
Seeking eyes and I realized,
Someday you will come into my heart…
Never thought for someone like this,
And I know no one is like you,
I never felt any change when people go,
But this distance will never make it I know,
Seeking eyes and I realized
Someday you will come into my heart …
Morning breeze and sunny days,
I am remembering those days,
When you care for me and you want me,
Now the days I spent alone are only for me,
Seeking eyes and I realized
Someday you will come into my heart…
Into the market on the rush road
Unknown paths and holding your hand,
Beautiful sea and beautiful shore,
Days I spent will never come,
Seeking eyes and I realized
Someday you will come into my heart ….
I miss you and I need you,
My life is incomplete without you,
I can’t say I can’t express,
Lonely heart, I keep it apart,
Seeking eyes and I realized,
Someday you will come into my heart…..
Want to see the Sea again………
Posted by: Ishu on: April 24, 2009
Just sharing my experience of watching the sea first time. For some people it’s something they see daily…for some it’s not that much crazy…..But when I saw the sea for the first time. I just feel like a small child .For a while I want to go back into my past where I am just 10-12 years old girl, and I can run into the water, I can shout because I am happy. I can jump into it without thinking anything. I really miss those days.
But still I enjoyed each and every moment I was there. Because I was watching the great creation of God. Just I remembered a line I read in my school time that “water water everywhere, no water to drink”. that time our English teacher, Tripathi Sir (I remember him always) taught that in the poem the poet is talking about the sea because people in the boat are thirsty and they want water for drinking, they are between the seas and there is a plenty of water is there, but they can’t drink. I really felt that if I will think that it’s the earth’s one side and I can see that up to the edge there is only water. Up to the distance my eyes are able to see there is water, but still there are so many places where the people can’t get water to drink and here is water but we can’t drink. Why so? I don’t know the depth of the sea, but what is a depth of thirty. Only some water, but people lives in desert regions die for it. Why so?
Then I leave all thoughts and just feel it. I was standing near the sea. It was evening 6. the air was full of humidity. but I liked it. The crowd was there. Everyone was enjoying. I saw some children bathing in the sea, some ladies were gossiping, a cute couple was walking and were talking about there settlementJ, a man was sitting and watching the sea, a boy was selling something, a group of boys were listening music and watching girls and trying to impress them: D, two very studious boys were talking about there presentation and so on.
Between the crowds I was standing alone; my friend was making a sand house. I just closed my eyes, took deep breadth, and then open my eyes and a wave came near to me and crossed me….when the wave was moving back the sand which was below my feet just moved out with the flow of water and I felt that I was a bit down. The first feeling was that I was standing on a wet sand and I was feeling the wetness below my feet only, then wave came I was wet up to my knees and then when sand went from my feet it was like that it is welcoming me. It’s asking me to feel it, to be in it. When the sand moves from the feet they move so fast that I can feel it. It looks like I am steady and the earth is moving….something really out of mind. It was Marina Beach. Then I had a loooooooong walk and my legs were paining in night. Really walking on sand is tough. J).
Now I am talking about different beach. It’s Pondicherry. A very clean place. Near the sea there was a road and some rocks were placed. No sand was there. But the same blue water. I was sitting on a rock near the sea. Suddenly a wave came and then it strikes with the rocks and some water come to me in a very pleasant way. For the first time I got afraid but after sometime I was enjoying. As the time was running the waves become louder. And was a dangerous side of sea. Like a person have always two sides, Side one which is visible by everyone and second is the inner side. (Cant say it’s visible or not). Like the sea is pleasant, very beautiful……but if we see its other part we saw Tsunami and more……..Well I believe that if we accept any person into our life than we must accept them with their both goods and bads. And if we can’t then distance arises. But I was talking about sea, so everyone should always try to see the good part of life and then live it…that’s why I know I am afraid of water, but still I loved the time I was with it because I am nature loving person. So I want to See the Sea again.
Next Time When It will Rain
Posted by: Ishu on: April 20, 2009
I remember rain having two meanings. One when it gives us joy and second when it comes out from eyes. I always feel happy whenever it rains. Sitting near the window, watching the beautiful drops of water like pearl and when they touch the dry earth a sweet comes out from it like I want to eat the sand, feels nice. When it rains heavily watching it and eating Pakoda with hot tea, wow!!!! I love that.
I remember in school days my mom always asks me to wait till the rain wont stops.
Because I am very sensitive, I get cold she care for me. But I was so naughty; I always leave the school whenever it rains. I like to jump into the stored water. I never use to walk on road. My school was near and I use to go by walk. The way was full of tress. So besides the road it was always full of leaves drawn. I like to walk on them.
When I got my bicycle I always use to choose the long way so that I can enjoy the rain most. Singing on the cycle and enjoying the rains gives a great feeling because at time for the world I am mad and for me I am the happiest girl on this world. I always live this moment alone and enjoyed myself. Many times I use to talk myself pretending that someone is listening me, there is someone who is with me. Those days, they will never come back, but I always miss them.
This time when it rains I felt I don’t like it, it didn’t please me. This time the water was not sweet it was sour. When first time I met with my cousin (son of my younger uncle, he is no more) my cousin was only 5 months old. I saw him first time on my uncle’s death day. The first day when took my brother into my lap I was raining heavily. He lived with us after that incident and I remember that every new season I saw with him was great. Raining too. Now I grew up and I can’t do all those stupid things again.
I never found those rainy days again. Now because of some health hazards I took too medicines, and I am not like as I was before. But I recovered myself a lot. So NEXT TIME WHEN IT RAIN I will enjoy it again…………..
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