I never found myself in the crowd. Though there was crowd but I was always alone.  It’s just not because I am not friendly but actually everyone who belongs to our life not means that he is with us or he will support us for life time.  This truth never comes to me till I was a student. Now when I finished up. I saw that I have to teach myself to fight with the world.

We think world is good but I not happen always. Never think that if I did well for others then they will do the same. Actually it not happens always. There will happen good in our life but you can’t say that in which way.  We do well and we hope for good is actually wrong up to some extent.  Just do and you will know what you will get for your doing.

I am a very confuse kind person.  I feel sometime that I am taking time for taking a good decision but actually in that time I make myself more confuse. I took my decision at my own always. Especially after 18 years. The important decisions for me were taken by myself.  But I was right at all places I felt.  Then today why I am so much confused.  Sometimes one more thing happens to me. I feel taking suggestion with someone is good for taking a well decision.  But sometimes that also make us confuse.  It happens only when we give somebody a very special place and we want that the decision of us and the suggestion of the person in front of us will be the same.

If we are thinking different from him then it creates problem.  But when we take suggestion with others and the decision is our then the suggestion works.  So the moral is that never involve anyone’s decision only take the suggestion.  And one more thing doesn’t take those suggestions who think that you will do the same as they are saying.  It makes distance in the relations.  But always let them know about your thoughts.

One more thing about the world I knew that it was never good for me, but I made the world good.  It’s all our way of looking the world in a positive manner.  I felt atlas when I loose all my hopes one day that I can’t change anything, anyone.  Then it’s better to change the angle of looking everything.  Today everything is in its own place but for me it’s different.  Because I know I am different and  my way makes me different,  that doesn’t matter for me if people laugh on me because I am different but I laugh on them because they all are same.